I paid extra attention to this girl since last year.Both of us was in the same club and I just dont know why but I find her kinda attractive. It is not really love at the first sight but I started to have feelings for her after several club meeting. Even though we are in the same club, I never talk to her. I did not have to courage to approach to her thus I only glanced at her during the club meeting.
Things were better this year. We somehow got into a conversation and our friendship started. Both of us began to talk to each other more and I felt very excited as I am making progress in the relationship. One day, everything changes when the fire nation attack. Only the master of four element could stop them but the world needed him most he vanished. <---- quote from Avatar : the Last Airbender.Sorry guys, I was just fooling around. Back to my story.. One day, I found out she was going out with my another friend. At that time, I thought he was just a friend. Later on, I heard from my friends that they were actually going out. I was so lost at the moment , I did not know how to react. As both of them were quite shy thus both of they will ask me to get them together or help to start a conversation then leave me out from the topic. Sometimes, they need their personal time together thus I had to withdrawn from them. Basically, I am kinda a bridge to their relationship.
From that day onward, I just could not face her. I tried to talk to her but our conversation did not lasted for a few minutes. It was very awkward for both of us so I decided to walk away. Since then, we seldom talk to each other. I did not know what am I supposed to do with this.
Recently, I had decide to carry the torch for her as I could not do anything to improve or bring our relationship to another level. I am still having doubt about this decision but I am sure time will show me the way.
Neko :)
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